love me anyways

sunshine casts a shadow

into early dusk

and cars flood the street

my heart speaks to me

in the shape of a tattoo

stamped on the pavement

she says, 

"love me anyways.

"Love me.

In spite of myself, 

love me.

With my flaws and my doubts,

love me. 

we speak the same language, 

you and I.

I pretend not to notice 

when you walk by,

though my heart beats loudly 

restlessly

hoping for a glance
and one chance
that you will see me."

I wish you'd love me back, i think.

momentary pause

my heart sighs.

i step carefully around you

wishing for the pain to be gone

and continue on.